My dear Family!
Well you are now
receiving an email from a 21 year old woman, i feel so much wiser
suddenly:] ha jk, i'm still the same. So this week has been well,,,
another week! I actually hit a breaking point, and Sunday when we got
home from church i just cried and cried. So there is a lot of
anti-mormon literature out there, and i don't think in utah we realize
just how real it is. We knocked into a guys house and immediately he
wanted us to come in, after talking for a couple minutes he whipped out
some book on the book of mormon and how it's been revised and changed
and a lot of other nonsense. Well this guy was going on and on and on
about this book, i started panicing on the inside, cuz i had never heard
any of those things before. When he took a second to take a breath, i
just kinda jumped in and said ya know, if you spent as much time
actually reading THE book of mormon instead of just reading about it, i
think your opinion might be a little different. And with that i got my
stuff and me and Sister Tau left. There is so much anti-literature down
here. Other churches actually give lessons on what to do when the
mormons come over. Haha are you freakin kidding me? That's what you
learn during church? Cuz everytime i've been we usually spend time
talking about Christ and how to better our lives... weird. All this week
everyone bailed on our appointments, i couldn't get someone to listen
even if i was martha stewart at a baking convention. It also gets really
frustrating we'll see someone who clearly needs help, whether it's
carrying in groceries, or something in their yard but when we offer they
just look at us with this "a girl in a dress is really going to help me
right now?" and i just wanna say YES. LET ME HELP YOU! how can i ever
expect to save someone's soul if they won't even let me help them weed
their yard! It's this whole southern way of living, they expect girls to
just be these delicate soft damsels in distress. Well i'm not, i never
have been so just put me to work!
We had PEC on sunday morning and the
bishop was going over things, we told him how we wanted to involve the
members to find people for us to teach and he was all supportive. Then
when he got up to make the announcement, he said we've all felt very
inspired since last sunday's broadcast and the sister's have a plan to
get us more involved with missionary work here in fairfield. that was
it. It was this awkward announcement and i just wanted to run up to the
pulpit and say hey ward, listen up. I have biked a crap ton in
19802476782 degree weather, i have knocked on door after door, i have
cleaned up horse crap, and weeded yards. I will do whatever you guys ask
me to do, but please help us in finding people to teach. They all know
their neighbors but they are so unwilling to share the gospel with them.
I know that nothing is going to happen until the members start opening
their mouths. After church we got home and i just lost it. I've worked
my butt off for the past month and nothing has seemed to really leave an
impression. I was so tired in every way possible i just hit a giant
wall called fairfield.
(The good side of things)
My birthday was this past week!
haha woo woo, i think i got more cakes and recognition then i ever have
in my whole life! I also got to meet the legendary Cate Rawson, she's
an inactive member that EVERYBODY talks about. She's very talented in
basically everything she wants but got into anti-literature stuff. It
was a good opportunity to meet her, and just get to know her before we
try to shove anything gospel related at her. Ryan, the atheist man that
wants to take me on a date prayed! So when we asked him to pray he said
to not get our hopes up, we went back a couple days later and before we
even brought it up he said by the way i said a prayer. I was so excited!
i asked him what happened and he said after we had left he went back to
his yardwork, his lawn mower hasn't been working for the past 3 weeks
and the thought entered his mind "maybe i should pray" boom. the thing
started right up. Not a coincidence. of course he said he prays that the
lord will make an exception and let me go on a date with him but i told
him that would never happen. He actually got online and looked up the
missionary rules. hahaha he looked up what we can and can't do and he
also looked up the book of mormon musical. He's kinda dancing all around
mormon stuff i know he thinks about it a lot. I feel super awkward
going over there at times, but Sister Tau thinks we gotta use whatever
we can to bring others to Christ. Ha whatever she says. We do have a
baptism set for next Sunday with Chris Susa! it's weird he had most of
his discussions with the missionaries in Sugarland so i haven't really
been able to build a strong relationship with him, but hey we have a
baptism! even if we had almost nothing to do with it.
Mama Blattman took
us out to eat at this awesome Texas BBQ place on friday, they had a
live band playing and the whole texas atmosphere was there. Well as we
were leaving i started doing a little ho-down and one of the guys yelled
"give her another beer" i laughed and say i don't need a beer to have a
good time and he got this puzzled look on his face. In the most
unexpected ways we can share the gospel, if we just realize these
opportunities. We also are officially teaching the Henke family! The mom
Michelle is a member and her husband and children are Lutheran, slowly
due to things happening though they are coming to our church. Our first
lesson with them was a little rough, he had some major concerns with the
Book of Mormon, but the second we put on a message from Elder Holland
which talks about how it is true, and that God never ceases to speak to
us. We shared some scriptures and during the lesson he started tearing
up. I shared John 14:25 about the Holy Ghost being a comforter and our
remembrance to all things. It was AWESOME! as he gave the closing prayer
he said "If this is the path you would have us take, please lord keep
us on it" His wife was crying by the end of it and i just know things
are gonna come together for this family! We're going back friday so
Holla! maybe that's gonna be our family to baptize:]
That's pretty much the jist of things. I love this gospel. I can't
even explain to you guys how everyday i gain another testimony of it's
truthfulness. I'm so grateful for that, because honestly that's what
keeps me going, that's why everyone morning i still get up and get to
work. I only have a short amount of time and i need to do everything in
my power to make the most of it. I love you all and pray for you daily!
Keep up all the hard work, miss ya mucho!
-Sister Bowden
oh ps, my zone leader from the mtc send me a red sox shirt for my b-day! haha love him. so great:]
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